I Don't go to shops anymore!

I don't go to shops anymore. I am afraid of the budget. What if I like something, ask the price and feel it is not worth. I am afraid of identified as a poor person. I am afraid of spending money. What if am not able to earn the same again?

All the respect is because of money. When they will know I don't earn anymore, it will be the same again.

I won't be offered any help in the kitchen because I wasn't doing anything the whole day. 

I won't be able to buy anything just because i want it, i need it. It will be bought only if the earner is convinced that i need it.

I like online shopping. I keep the things in cart. I keep seeing them. Don't buy them. I return them.